Handicapped, disabled, different....whatever you want to call it -
it makes me unique, it makes me feel like i can handle whatever is given to me...
The world sucks sometimes, most people are ok, but alot can be cruel;
too busy with their own lives, in a hurry, busy being soooo important.
I am ashamed to admit it but lately out in the real world I feel myself wanting to be "normal"-
"Normal"...What is normal? WHO decides what "normal" is?
Sometimes I look in the mirror and I feel so proud of the person I have become-
Then with one comment I feel like I don't belong - Where will I wind up? What will I be? I can go from being happy to hating myself for not being "perfect" - not being good enough for the rest of the world.
If birthday wishes really came true I would wish for my disability to go be gone- so that I can see how other people live - or maybe I would wish for everyone else to see how I live-